Kekecewaan

2010 dah bermula...hari ini, 12 january 2010,Selasa...

Fikiran masih melayang2 dek kerana 1 peristiwa yang aku rasa akan meninggalkan kesan selama-lamanya...

Apa yang akan anda lakukan apabila 1 harapan, 1 impian dan 1 benda yang bertahun2 kita kejar,kita usahakan...akhirnya xmenepati target@ tahap yang sepatutnya...

And for me, its really really frustrating and pathetic..Everyday since 4years ago, i woke up and strive the whole day to earn it....but, in the ends.....the "glory" just faded away..just like wind...the consequences?? i will regret it forever and i can imagine it that one day it will come and haunted me...

Sangat2 terkilan, sedih,kecewa,marah!! bengang,sakit hati, terasa hati...dan banyak lagi..but for what purpose??? segalanya sudah termaktub dan segalanya sudah berlalu..tak perlu lagi penyesalan...

So, 2010 is my new chapter, my new resolutions to move on...wake up and realize that i have to rise, to challenge for this whole new world...kalau nak mengenang kekecewaan lama tu, mungkin sampai bila2 pon takkan puas..cause there is no turning back...

What past is past..bak kata pakcik dalam iklan Petronas dulu, "Jalan mesti ke depan, bukan ke belakang"...

RISE OF THE FALLEN...Insya ALLAH..